I'LL BE THERE AS SOON AS I CAN

well how we communicate

2008-10-27T20:17:00.003+08:00

Hi im back like after 1235485302349204 days?

well i know that most of you guys have already deleted my link.

nah it's alright.

i've been doing this essay on communication styles of women and men.

yeah like most of the movies

when woman says"we need to talk"

the translation is that"be prepared for a fight"

most of the time, woman are weird creatures.

we always wish that things would go back to what it was.

then we frequently console others with "what is done cannot be undone"

cause we don't know what are the principles of lives.

cause we can't stand still while facing different kinds of situations.

cause we are women with rich emotions.

did anyone read this book called why mars and venus collide?

it states out all kinds of excuses for men to secure their social power

John gary is freak out biased about woman

as much as i guessed

he doesn't understand woman at all.

orh no.

he does

he does understand woman logically

but can you explain why we have to do so?

can you explain why we gotta TALK things out instead of work things out first?

well all you can say is that"this is human nature","women are like this"

huh.

and there was such a chapter called woman's long to do list befo the re relaxing

well.

im sorry that i don't have a long to do list before relaxing

i guess most of men are referring to their wives.

if you really made the effort to love her,

you would have shared all these house work with her.

instead of complaining all day long about this part time housewife who has not even a single minute to spare you as she's too busy with her non ending houseworks.

does it make sense?

2008-05-19T03:39:00.002+08:00

what time is it now.

it must be the stupid magazine.

i had coffee at 11.

that's why im here.

and ya know. I am not suppose to be here.

alright gals.

I really put in some effort to upload the pictures.

and i can't find them in mac.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY

REALLLLLALLLLLLLLLY

don't know how to use my macbook air.

can someone teach me pls?

orh yeah.

That's some bull shit.=)

ha.

i think im being high now.

night!

2008-05-05T22:11:00.002+08:00

what monday no blue.

damn

every monday bluuuueeees.

Losing my balance again.

if you 've ever being caught in my situation.

you may wanna start all over again.

that's the bad habbit of young ppl.

always assume that we can just save and resume life as a game.

and that's the again the bad habbit of the seniors.

always assume that we would like to take life as a game.

what's wrong with you people

and what's wrong with me.

2008-05-05T06:40:00.002+08:00

hello,

i've decided to resume this blog.for some stupid unknown reason.

just feel like to.

it's promised that im going to blog frequently kk gals.

I misssmissmmissssss my soccer gals=)

well the photo's up soon.it's just that im really bad with my new friend mac.

alright monday blues.

but today is PAYDAY!so it doesnt blue me anymore.seriously.

Motivation even did make me plan according to first thing first.

anyway my dear friends,

I am working in Elite Business Sphere as a marketing executive.

hehs, gals.cya later=)

2007-12-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hi,
there's a post xmas party tml
27th dec
thursday.
at THE ARENA @ CLARKE QUAY.
NO COVER CHARGE
it starts at 10 pm
ends at 5 to 6 am in the morning
so be there for the season=)

2007-12-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

For you=)
it's been 7 months
and i can't seem to walk away.
but when shit happens
and it always happen honestly
i feel sick tired and helpless
baby tell me how should i face everything about you

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it's been quite awhile since the last time that i updated this place.
i guess i have no more readers.
well.
so eventually im no more BROWN COW.
where are you going brown cow?
i miss being a brown cow
everything and everything
the field the uniform
everything everything including the food there.

so guess what im into now.
alright.
interior design.
club
and what

it's been a long time that i played soccer
really.
i wanna wear boots and kick ppl
break your shin guard.
it's been too far
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2007-07-16T07:09:00.000+08:00

i guess i really scared tanny to death yesterday.
but she's GETTING USE TO IT.
liquid kitchen's pretty awesome.
at least the lychee martini turned me red.
orh yeah.allergy to vodka.
so NO VODKA=NO RED FACE.
well.guess balcony put syrup in my drinks only=)

2007-07-14T10:31:00.000+08:00

well.what else should i say.
IM BACK.
back to blogger back to school back to the life i used to live

.

some photos for balcony night=)

sispec has stolen my boyfriend.
babies im back to single again

2007-05-15T11:55:00.000+08:00

im getting crazy.
blame it on blogger.
for the sake of it's just a blog not a diary.
there are so many thoughts u can't express here.

alright.nothing much about my life.
and my brand new life starts tml=)
i miss soccer
i miss u guys
i miss the way we are having fun and pain together.
i swear i will never ever abandon u half way through for a stupid date.
but it seems like im losing my motivations.
cause im losing u ard.
as if i can't live without u
yes.
i can't.
im no longer me without u=)

2007-05-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes it's pretty hard to carry on.
i swear.

2007-05-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with blogger man.
now im having this weirdo posting template with me that i can't even change the color of these words.

-photo talk

the gals went supporting our guys soccer team in mj last friday.yeah we lost 2-0 against serangoon jc.
mj and tpjc
nyjc and srjc
good neighbors=)
mj plays a good game, seriously.it's not that im having crush on any player of them.
well.their aggression speed and tactics impressed us.
i would be pretty traumatised if next wed innova plays like that.
yet apparently from their score vs SAjc.uhuh.i don't wanna say things too early.
well.there's one pretty interesting cheer from meridian.
WHY ARE WE SO PRO
WE ALSO DON'T KNOW.
and my dear DADDY JUSTIN KOR KOR has changed it to
WHY AM I SO CHIO
I ALSO DON'T KNOW.
haha.yeah.lol.

-
i went coach mummy's training yesterday.
pretty fun.it's so much less stress than school's training.
u know i can play much beta without stressing myself.
i like the way they swing their legs.let's make the ball fly.
sorry keli and jus i din't get to watch the match.
er.ya know.im always lazy.so lazy to get out of my house=)

it's not so happy to see ppl contaminate nightlife as some fastfood sex trends.
like it's cheap and fast.
like u can pick up any gal and fuck her ard
like someone's trying hard to write as dirty as possible to attract attention.

firstly, real clubbing starts when ur 18, the legal age.for guys are 21 i guess.
unless the club's are desperate for money like somewhere ard sultan.
or else hot spot like st james or clarke quay can't make u a regular=)

and then ppl really don't sleep ard in club.AIDS is a big word,and majority of the clubbers rather have a stay-at-home girlfriend than a prosititute.don't ask me why.

i know u have beautiful language.but why use it this way?

well.i love today.jose came over so at least i won't be alone the whole day.
loneliness kills
at least it kills me by thinking of the miseries u gave me in the past.
i grew up.in fact everyone ard all grew up agree?
from the little gal who's always whining on the phone.
to someone starts to fall apart from u.
have a nice day=)

2007-05-04T03:16:00.000+08:00

well.the winner's portray=)

2007-05-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

im not pretty today.so i din't go school.
no.it can be the other way round.
i din't go school that's why im not pretty today.
or none.
and i was pissed.
my room's messy my works undone i felt lazy all over the place.
so bimbotic.im reaching the edge of having mc cause of those pimples.
crap.
at least i still look cheerful
at least at least i got to meet the gals today=)

it's a brand new day.im not surpised that i've already adapted to the life without you.
even if i've said so.
even if im really looking forward to keep in contact.
i know im not going to do so.

-let the photos talk first

she's my mum.can u believe it?

contrasting yeah?

jeeze.im kissed=)

hey hey you you i wanna be your girlfriend!

and i've got the urge of getting this.

i want a soccer ball instead of the star behind my ear.pretty pretty this is the style for this season.and it's a lifetime thing.

tomorrow.honestly i have no idea what's going on tmr.

coach mirage called this afternoon.so im joining her club.hopefully there are some juniors who are willing to play hard join me too.

squash.i should take it up again.din't even get a chance to touch the racket eversince the last time i played with pris.the big gal should be strong enough.yeahthat brings me back to the miseries.for my goodness sake he's not reading it.alright.you don't bother.why should i sound like it really concerns me?

i miss the days we played soccer tennis.

i miss spending our september hols playing soccer

i miss the way we made the balls fly.

i miss them all

yahoo gives the song 半岛铁盒. somehow somehow.maybe it touches my soul.

放在糖果旁的是我很想回忆的甜然而过滤了你和我沦落而成美

沉在盒子里的是你给我的快乐我很想记得可是我记不得

2007-05-03T12:33:00.000+08:00

it's been so long eversince the last touch of my old blog
million thoughts came in
i've lost the sense of blogging.
seriouly i believe so.
i hate using the word me me me
yet it's all abt myself here isn't it?

we bought back victory
1-0 against HCI
like once in awhile.
the gals went crazy when pris scored.
of course im one of them.
that reminds me the old time joke of huifang.
MY HEART MISSED A BEAT.
argggh.we should consider bring video cam next time.
the mj ppl was filming down through out the entire match.
my team knows me well.
keli can even guess out the type of guys i like.
YES MUMMY.
they really look alike.
and i kissed tanny.
well.i din't really dare to.esp when she had a big pimple on her face=)
but i still did that.she blushed.
team bimbos are in love with the song GIRLFRIEND by Avril
don't blame the bimbos, cause all of them are good looking freaks.
we can do much beta.=)

-photos talk

team no.1 bimbo

too bad maria wants to be no.2

this is no.3 and 4

and no.5

guys out there too bad i have a daughter=)

and where did justina go?

it should be ladies night in powerhouse.i forgot that i really did.and for my goodness sake it's just so wrong that im not in the mood of going out.not in the mood of getting to know more ppl.not in the mood of talking to guys.

ppl say:u will get it over soon

ppl say:move on

ppl say:let's heckcare.

yeah moving on is a lie.im carrying on my pretty own life everyday.yet the emptiness has never been changed.i swear i will never go back.but i cant move on too.so im stucking here.pretending im really satisfied with hanging up here.it's not that i can't express myself out loud.it's meaningless isn't it?