im getting crazy.
blame it on blogger.
for the sake of it's just a blog not a diary.
there are so many thoughts u can't express here.
alright.nothing much about my life.
and my brand new life starts tml=)
i miss soccer
i miss u guys
i miss the way we are having fun and pain together.
i swear i will never ever abandon u half way through for a stupid date.
but it seems like im losing my motivations.
cause im losing u ard.
as if i can't live without u
yes.
i can't.
im no longer me without u=)
what's wrong with blogger man.
now im having this weirdo posting template with me that i can't even change the color of these words.
-photo talk

the gals went supporting our guys soccer team in mj last friday.yeah we lost 2-0 against serangoon jc.
mj and tpjc
nyjc and srjc
good neighbors=)
mj plays a good game, seriously.it's not that im having crush on any player of them.
well.their aggression speed and tactics impressed us.
i would be pretty traumatised if next wed innova plays like that.
yet apparently from their score vs SAjc.uhuh.i don't wanna say things too early.
well.there's one pretty interesting cheer from meridian.
WHY ARE WE SO PRO
WE ALSO DON'T KNOW.
and my dear DADDY JUSTIN KOR KOR has changed it to
WHY AM I SO CHIO
I ALSO DON'T KNOW.
haha.yeah.lol.
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i went coach mummy's training yesterday.
pretty fun.it's so much less stress than school's training.
u know i can play much beta without stressing myself.
i like the way they swing their legs.let's make the ball fly.
sorry keli and jus i din't get to watch the match.
er.ya know.im always lazy.so lazy to get out of my house=)
it's not so happy to see ppl contaminate nightlife as some fastfood sex trends.
like it's cheap and fast.
like u can pick up any gal and fuck her ard
like someone's trying hard to write as dirty as possible to attract attention.
firstly, real clubbing starts when ur 18, the legal age.for guys are 21 i guess.
unless the club's are desperate for money like somewhere ard sultan.
or else hot spot like st james or clarke quay can't make u a regular=)
and then ppl really don't sleep ard in club.AIDS is a big word,and majority of the clubbers rather have a stay-at-home girlfriend than a prosititute.don't ask me why.
i know u have beautiful language.but why use it this way?
well.i love today.jose came over so at least i won't be alone the whole day.
loneliness kills
at least it kills me by thinking of the miseries u gave me in the past.
i grew up.in fact everyone ard all grew up agree?
from the little gal who's always whining on the phone.
to someone starts to fall apart from u.
have a nice day=)
im not pretty today.so i din't go school.
no.it can be the other way round.
i din't go school that's why im not pretty today.
or none. and i was pissed.my room's messy my works undone i felt lazy all over the place.so bimbotic.im reaching the edge of having mc cause of those pimples.crap.at least i still look cheerful
at least at least i got to meet the gals today=) it's a brand new day.im not surpised that i've already adapted to the life without you.even if i've said so.even if im really looking forward to keep in contact.i know im not going to do so.
-let the photos talk first


she's my mum.can u believe it?

contrasting yeah?
jeeze.im kissed=)




hey hey you you i wanna be your girlfriend!


and i've got the urge of getting this.
i want a soccer ball instead of the star behind my ear.pretty pretty this is the style for this season.and it's a lifetime thing.
tomorrow.honestly i have no idea what's going on tmr.
coach mirage called this afternoon.so im joining her club.hopefully there are some juniors who are willing to play hard join me too.
squash.i should take it up again.din't even get a chance to touch the racket eversince the last time i played with pris.the big gal should be strong enough.yeahthat brings me back to the miseries.for my goodness sake he's not reading it.alright.you don't bother.why should i sound like it really concerns me?
i miss the days we played soccer tennis.
i miss spending our september hols playing soccer
i miss the way we made the balls fly.
i miss them all
yahoo gives the song 半岛铁盒. somehow somehow.maybe it touches my soul.
放在糖果旁的是我 很想回忆的甜 然而过滤了你和我 沦落而成美
沉在盒子里的是你 给我的快乐 我很想记得可是我记不得
it's been so long eversince the last touch of my old blogmillion thoughts came ini've lost the sense of blogging.seriouly i believe so.i hate using the word me me meyet it's all abt myself here isn't it?we bought back victory1-0 against HCIlike once in awhile.the gals went crazy when pris scored.of course im one of them.that reminds me the old time joke of huifang.MY HEART MISSED A BEAT.argggh.we should consider bring video cam next time.the mj ppl was filming down through out the entire match.my team knows me well.keli can even guess out the type of guys i like.YES MUMMY.they really look alike.and i kissed tanny.well.i din't really dare to.esp when she had a big pimple on her face=)but i still did that.she blushed.team bimbos are in love with the song GIRLFRIEND by Avrildon't blame the bimbos, cause all of them are good looking freaks.we can do much beta.=)-photos talk
team no.1 bimbo
too bad maria wants to be no.2
this is no.3 and 4

and no.5
guys out there too bad i have a daughter=)




and where did justina go?
=)
it should be ladies night in powerhouse.i forgot that i really did.and for my goodness sake it's just so wrong that im not in the mood of going out.not in the mood of getting to know more ppl.not in the mood of talking to guys.
ppl say:u will get it over soon
ppl say:move on
ppl say:let's heckcare.
yeah moving on is a lie.im carrying on my pretty own life everyday.yet the emptiness has never been changed.i swear i will never go back.but i cant move on too.so im stucking here.pretending im really satisfied with hanging up here.it's not that i can't express myself out loud.it's meaningless isn't it?